Hmm there is no actual reason for writing this journal other than it felt like a good idea. so before i go on it would only seem proper to apologize to everyone reading this note, unfortunately that would also mean I was letting peoples opinions affect what i did which i dont, wont and will not let happen. People many times ask what my religion is, I then reply with one of two answers, none of your business for those people I can't stand or for those I can I reply with I don't know. How can I prescribe to any religion which condemns me to a realm of eternal suffering just because my sexual preferance is men. Then there are always the bigots among us that then follow up with a "how can you be Gay". Well first I am gay and have no such regrets for being so. It is who I am and nothing any person or deity says will change my mind on that point. Second, am I truly affecting anyone around me. Being Gay isnt contagious and you wont catch it, it is something your born with. Third for those who say "well thats just not right", I say this: . because thats right its not my problem. Although discrimination bothers me, it is just another way for the populace who side with gay hating to show their utter and complete ignorance concerning the subject. Lastly I leave the people still reading this note with a thanks for hanging in there while I rant and vent steam. And as far as my religion, well thats a longer story for another time.